I was a complete human being. I always thought I was. I was happy, I was successful and I had all that is needed to live a complete life. But, things started complicating. One day, everything seemed to reshuffle itself, my world was upside down. The gravity was powerful and my heartbeat went on increasing day by day. I was someone different with a lot of knowledge; “I can’t show signs of normal human weakness, can I? But it will pass away!” I said to myself. And then I was out of my protective circle. I was deforming myself, I was making myself ugly, I was making a pact with the devil, I was forgetting the virtues and adopting the evil, I was corroding; to be precise. I looked into the mirror and saw someone else. “Ohh…” I whispered. I couldn’t morph back because I have desires and my current actions satisfy them. I have desires that are dear to me now. I cannot be the Knight that I wanted to be because my life is dearer to me now! Desires have me on my knees, but I want to keep kneeling. I am my desires and my desires are me now!
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